why they look so cute doing that?
11.10.2012
10.31.2012
halloween
this week has been so long and it's only wednesday
halo is so bummed out about this nasty nastasio weather. we can't go out and play. i am bummed out too. will i ever be allowed to let her walk wild on the leash or does she always have to behave?
power is a bigger part of my life right now than ever before.
i don't like it and i don't care.
some people need to feel like they have it, have it over you; some people.
totally annoying and not what i am into.
people want me to text them, but i feel like i have nothing to say
will this rain ever stop??? i could say that.
for the 2nd time in less than 10 hours, Joe Jackson's song Steppin Out has played in my life....
and there is a line "we'll dress in pink and blue just like a child. and in a yellow taxi, turn to me and smile. we'll be there in just a while, if you follow me"
joe jackson! it's weird that you share a name with michael jackson's dad.
i want to get out of here, out of this house and out of this funk.
it's lonesome and it sucks
things that have happened:
halo is so bummed out about this nasty nastasio weather. we can't go out and play. i am bummed out too. will i ever be allowed to let her walk wild on the leash or does she always have to behave?
power is a bigger part of my life right now than ever before.
i don't like it and i don't care.
some people need to feel like they have it, have it over you; some people.
totally annoying and not what i am into.
people want me to text them, but i feel like i have nothing to say
will this rain ever stop??? i could say that.
for the 2nd time in less than 10 hours, Joe Jackson's song Steppin Out has played in my life....
and there is a line "we'll dress in pink and blue just like a child. and in a yellow taxi, turn to me and smile. we'll be there in just a while, if you follow me"
joe jackson! it's weird that you share a name with michael jackson's dad.
i want to get out of here, out of this house and out of this funk.
it's lonesome and it sucks
things that have happened:
sprouts
besties
fancy meeps
E.T. Feet
welcome your baby to the world with some tasty beers
woods in the fall
lentil madness
my sparkly cactus and me with straight hair
lake erie
and this thing
10.23.2012
10.17.2012
10.16.2012
10.14.2012
chicken
ugh.
today i very briefly communicated with someone
in the communication, i referred to myself as being "chicken"

i must be just as mixed up as the bluth family about "chicken" because i am not chicken.
i'm pissed off
barfbags
balls
and mostly other disgusting things.
today i very briefly communicated with someone
in the communication, i referred to myself as being "chicken"
i must be just as mixed up as the bluth family about "chicken" because i am not chicken.
i'm pissed off
barfbags
balls
and mostly other disgusting things.
10.10.2012
i miss P.B. and R
Puck and Beba and Ratso were like step children to me.
i love them and miss them so much.
they were all so cute and snuggle worthy.
i love them and miss them so much.
they were all so cute and snuggle worthy.
and for no other reason than needing to laugh:
10.09.2012
omg dating
omg, dating is the pits. dislike. dislike. dislike.
there is all this: does he like me? does he like me too much? do i like him? do i like him too much? should i call him? why didn't he call me? why does he call too much? can i text him? why is he not texting me? is he seeing someone else? should i see someone else? do i like him enough? ...omg, it's paranoia and bipolar/mania all rolled into one neurotic roller coaster ride.
when i was 19 or 20, i met eric and i was like ok. let's get married. lol, i took it lightly. no biggie, ok let's do it.
i feel like i have lived two separate lives.
like there was my first life that ended when i was 27 and now there is this one and i am scared that i will have to wait 19 or 20 years before i find someone again. at least i am already 7 years in. 7 years and 2 totally gross heart breaks, some freaky weirdos, and a nice one sprinkled in here or there.
i want to find someone who wants to do the following:
have a good time
play with halo
like old school hip hop / rap
like all music
like ELO
like art a lot
like me more
like my parents and friends
drink beer
love sex
like walking in the woods, sometimes in the snow, with lowey or without
like video games
like eating food a lot
like being a weirdo a lot
like and appreciate a messy house
like practicing rodney dangerfield jokes on one another
not obsessed with anything bad or gross
obsessed with something great like saving animals or painting murals or chasing monsters.
not guilty, not crabby, not blue, not grouchy, not ugly on the inside.
relax
be open minded
try new food
try new routes
try new moods
try new views
try new feelings
try new books, clothes, hair dos, hair don'ts, deodorants, pastas, flavors, etc.
relax
function minimally on sundays
eat veggie chili
go on vacation
maybe make a baby (maybe not though, maybe just practice)
make fun of everything
not be mad if i my jokes are inappropriate or if i swear too much
laugh at all animals (especially dogs)
pet animals that we meet on the street
look for something good in me
like me even if i am chubby
like the job i have
think i am pretty
like halo
and like macey and michelle and franz.
there are several other traits and interests that i am open to or willing to take a look at.
there is all this: does he like me? does he like me too much? do i like him? do i like him too much? should i call him? why didn't he call me? why does he call too much? can i text him? why is he not texting me? is he seeing someone else? should i see someone else? do i like him enough? ...omg, it's paranoia and bipolar/mania all rolled into one neurotic roller coaster ride.
when i was 19 or 20, i met eric and i was like ok. let's get married. lol, i took it lightly. no biggie, ok let's do it.
i feel like i have lived two separate lives.
like there was my first life that ended when i was 27 and now there is this one and i am scared that i will have to wait 19 or 20 years before i find someone again. at least i am already 7 years in. 7 years and 2 totally gross heart breaks, some freaky weirdos, and a nice one sprinkled in here or there.
i want to find someone who wants to do the following:
have a good time
play with halo
like old school hip hop / rap
like all music
like ELO
like art a lot
like me more
like my parents and friends
drink beer
love sex
like walking in the woods, sometimes in the snow, with lowey or without
like video games
like eating food a lot
like being a weirdo a lot
like and appreciate a messy house
like practicing rodney dangerfield jokes on one another
not obsessed with anything bad or gross
obsessed with something great like saving animals or painting murals or chasing monsters.
not guilty, not crabby, not blue, not grouchy, not ugly on the inside.
relax
be open minded
try new food
try new routes
try new moods
try new views
try new feelings
try new books, clothes, hair dos, hair don'ts, deodorants, pastas, flavors, etc.
relax
function minimally on sundays
eat veggie chili
go on vacation
maybe make a baby (maybe not though, maybe just practice)
make fun of everything
not be mad if i my jokes are inappropriate or if i swear too much
laugh at all animals (especially dogs)
pet animals that we meet on the street
look for something good in me
like me even if i am chubby
like the job i have
think i am pretty
like halo
and like macey and michelle and franz.
there are several other traits and interests that i am open to or willing to take a look at.
10.04.2012
9.30.2012
buttermilk
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lol too cute.
i saw a few pygmy goats when i was making the rounds at the county fairs this past summer. they are really cute.
i want to have them or a miniature horse or a tiny lamb for a pet, but i learned that they don't make good pets because they don't like to be house trained. so that makes it gross to have them as pets.
do people eat goats? if not, what is the point of raising them as livestock? wtf are people doing with these goats.
wiki says that china and africa are eating goats.
India, Bangladesh, and the Sudan are drinking goat milk.
and some goats have really long and fancy hair.
lol too cute.
i saw a few pygmy goats when i was making the rounds at the county fairs this past summer. they are really cute.
i want to have them or a miniature horse or a tiny lamb for a pet, but i learned that they don't make good pets because they don't like to be house trained. so that makes it gross to have them as pets.
do people eat goats? if not, what is the point of raising them as livestock? wtf are people doing with these goats.
wiki says that china and africa are eating goats.
India, Bangladesh, and the Sudan are drinking goat milk.
and some goats have really long and fancy hair.
9.28.2012
9.27.2012
well
look.
what is this
what is this.
this is a guy. who is called Rip Motha Fuckin Taylor
who is that guy from Larry Sanders show....Rip Torn?
this :
that dui picture is sad.
and this?
what a hoot.
Nelson Reilly survived a CIRCUS fire
and this:
it's me!
this?
i wish.
cool
this is neat...where did i hear this word origin before? it's in a movie. Maybe V for Vendetta ? or something
yay for tomorrow being Friday
going to be fantastic...so much to get done at work
hope the heartburn becomes balanced out so it does not ruin my weekend
wish that bethesda would come out with a cool new game
and
that everyone would be happy.
9.24.2012
9.23.2012
wtf 2011?
omg
i was such a total poster until 2011 happened.
wtf?
i think 2011 was a shitty year for my whole family. there was an emotional black hole in our lives....we were all exhausted by it...everyone struggled just to get through the year...being that it was an uneven numbered year, this does not surprise me. we were all out of balance
and you know how i believe in numbers ;)
jk
in 2011 there were several events that were memorable.
let's look back at a few of my favorite photos:
i was such a total poster until 2011 happened.
wtf?
i think 2011 was a shitty year for my whole family. there was an emotional black hole in our lives....we were all exhausted by it...everyone struggled just to get through the year...being that it was an uneven numbered year, this does not surprise me. we were all out of balance
and you know how i believe in numbers ;)
jk
in 2011 there were several events that were memorable.
let's look back at a few of my favorite photos:
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