balls. suck balls

ugh
i cannot believe that i am single and that i have to go through all this bullshit again


gross.

there's me. right before i decided to come back from the dark side. gross.

i am in such a gross mood right now...maybe that is because i have just experienced a very disappointing month.

i sometimes wonder what the fuck is wrong with me and why i am such a terrible judge of character...maybe after all this time of thinking i was the one who was the skeptic, i am in fact the person who sees the best in everybody. and that can be a horrible mistake. because most of the time the best in someone does not outweigh the worst in them...no matter how hard you try

:(

at least halo is doing well.

so cute. and so white. and so happy

gross.

i think i will drink away the day